Sms + phone call = me happy...

Hello...today I feel a little bit happier than I did just a few days ago...and why is that? you might ask...well today I got to talk to him...he called me...it feels so good when he does that...plus the fact that he actually sent me an sms too...just a small one but that is all it takes...because just sending it let's me know that he think about me...if only he got that too...
Because when I don't hear anything from him it really feels like he doesn't think of me anymore....I know, I know...it's stupid to think like that...especially since I know that he still like me and that he do think about me and that he want to see me again...
Today on the phone we talked about our situation...me, him and her...and that it's not an idyllic one...and then I said that I don't really know what we can do about it but then I changed my mind...because I do know what we can do about it...and it's quite simple too...he just need to leave her...it's as simple as that...but of course i couldn't tell him that...I wanted to and I will but in another way...hopefully will he come to that conclusion on his own...(with just a little help from me)...hopefully will he realise that he would have a fuller and richer life with me and do the right thing...I know it's not nice to think like that...but hey this is my blog...I can think and say what I want...and I truly believe that he would be better off with me... :)... but I'm not God...I can only pray and hope that I'll be heard and that he will get it...soon...because as much as I like him...and I do like him alot...I can not wait forever...I'm not getting any younger and I do want to have a family and more children...and unfortunately if he can't see that I'd rather spend the rest of my life with him than with anyone else then I just have to find someone else anyway...that's life I guess...and life do really suck sometimes...oh I just wish that he could love me...because everyone needs to be loved...even me...

"I want to be near you
I want to touch you
All the time
You don’t want to
I know I can be a bit
Clingy
But I like you so much
I just want you more and more
I want you to touch me
I want you to want me
I want you to desire me
All the time
I need to feel it
I want you to be
Free
Free to choose me…"

puss puss p... and sweet dreams...