Dear God...

"If you can hear me now...
Please grant me a wish...
I wish him to be free...
Free to choose me!
Is that wrong of me God?
To wish for such a thing?
To wish for happieness?
To wish for a little light at the end of the tunnel?
To wish for something for myself?
For something that could make me happy?
Is that so wrong, dear God?
I just want to be happy...
and I know I would be happy
with him...
So is it so wrong to wish for it then?
I can't say that I think it is...
I just want to be loved,
dear God...
just to be loved..."