Dear snugglepuff...

"Oh snugglepuff,
I like you so much
I really do
And I think I always
Will too
So never think
Whatever I do
However I act
That I don’t care
For you
Because I do
I will never get
Tired of you
And leave
If you ever gave me
The chance to prove it
But right now
The situation is different
And I think
It’s for both our bests
That I slowly fade away
To let you live your life
With whom you choose to
And without interference…

What do you want
Snugglepuff?
What do you want
Me for?
To just be friends with…
Forever?
Never to touch?
Never to kiss or hug?
Ever again?
Is that the solution?
Never to meet again
Because to meet is
To stir up feelings
To stir up the wanting
The needing for
Touching…

So snugglepuff,
How do you want
It to be?
What do you
Want from me?
What can I do
To make you see
That all that
You want is me?
How can I
Compete with the
Old and familiar
When I symbolize the
New and unknown?
How on earth can
I win this?
Please tell me
I want to know…
I need to know…"