Damn it feels cold...not even a hug or a kiss goodnight...and he who always say that when we talk.... :( ...so what do you say guys? Is it on its way down? Going back to what it was like before we even met...nothingness...soundless...quiet....I mean since we didn't know each other then of course it was quiet...hahaha.....and now I feel it's going back there...and perhaps I shall just let it happen...I shall try and wait for him to make the next move....I shall try...even if I know it's hard...but I shall try not to send him an sms or contact him on msn or any other way...and then we shall see how long it will take before I hear from him...in worst case it will take weeks....but I hope not...perhaps a week or so...I'll let you know...so starting today I shall keep away from smsing him...even if I want to...because I don't want him to think that i have stopped caring....but perhaps I should...? Oh I don't know...I'm so confused....the only thing I am certain of is how much I really do like this guy and that I will never have him and that hurts like hell....life isn't fair in anyway...not for me...I just wonder something...when will I get a break? When will it be my turn?...When hell freezes over?....probably my best bet...if even then... :(
puss puss p...
Oh why can't you love me?
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