So, so much...

"I want him so much
It scares me
And I don’t even know why
I don’t understand it
How can he be the one?
What is it that makes him so special?
Why should it feel so right with him
When he’s unavailable?
When he can’t be mine?
I don’t want to wait
I have been waiting far too long
I want something now
I want the beautiful thing that all couples have
I want love
I need love
And nearness
And closeness
And all things wonderful"