Ok…so today turned out a little bit better than I had hoped…I got to talk to him on the phone several times and then later on MSN which doesn’t happen so much nowadays…because she doesn’t like it…which I can understand in a way…but what about me then? I like it…I want it…why can’t I have it then? Oh my God how I like to hear this man’s voice!!
Well…it’s in the middle of the night…and I just stopped talking to him actually…I can’t get enough of him…I’m starting to feel rather silly actually…is it ok to feel this much for a guy who is taken? But then one have to ask oneself…what is it that says that just because he has a gf that she is the right one for him? What if it happens to be him and me who are the soul mates…shouldn’t we be allowed to be together then? If we even felt the connection between us over the Internet…and then when we met only 2 weeks later that gut feeling was just confirmed and it felt like we had known each other for ages…and not just 2 weeks…can anyone explain that for me please?
I really would like to understand how something like that could happen…because I have never experienced it before…not that immediate connection, that instant feeling of recognition…the feeling of coming home...
I know it sounds weird but that is how it was. When he hugged me that first time…I really felt like that was where I belonged…and I still do…so how can it be so wrong then? Tell me please…
"I wish you were here,
Here in my arms.
I wish I could tell you how
I feel about you,
And to know that you feel
The same way about me.
I wish I could shower you in love
In all possible ways.
I wish I could say
I love you..."
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