Feeling...

Hello again...nice to see that you're still here... :)
It’s strange really how people work…here I am feeling a bit happy but in the same time a bit sad…I got to talk to him today…he called me twice…and I’m so happy that he did because as I have mentioned earlier…I just love talking to him and hearing his voice…but then I feel a bit sad that he is so far away and that I can’t talk to him whenever I feel like it…because of her then too…and I really don’t want to bother him either…although he says that I don’t …that I can never bother him…oh how I wish he could be mine instead of hers…:(