Sigh…today haven’t felt so good…sure I’ve talked to him but still there something that doesn’t feel right…I probably just like him too much I guess…and I’m just being silly…I hope that I will see him again soon…because I have so many questions for him…things I need to know…
I wonder why I worry so much…before him I went on just fine with my life…why shouldn’t I be able to do it now then? Oh I hate this feeling…and when I think about it I have always hated this feeling…because you see…all my life I have went around falling for guys…at least I did when I was younger and pretty much everyone turned me down…but that didn’t stop the feeling to be there…to go around and feeling so much for a person that doesn’t feel the same way about you…and that’s how it feels now…I know that he says that he likes me and that he cares for me…and I do believe him…but still this whole situation…in a perfect world he would already have been mine…ahh….wait…now I get it…it makes perfect sense now…we don’t live in a perfect world…that’s it…ahh…feeling so much better…not…nope…the feeling is still there…and I know that I can’t say this to him because either I’d scare him away with all the feelings and I don’t want that…or he will just tell me how stupid I am and that I don’t trust him when he says that he really likes me and then he will leave anyway…so you see…it’s a lose lose situation… :(
"I believe in love
I believe in faith
I believe that everything happens
For a reason
So what’s the reason this time?
Why should I meet you?
Why should you be so wonderful?
In every way
I just wonder
What’s this all about?"
"I feel so sad
And so blue
And it’s all
Because of you
It’s amazing how you
Can make me feel
All these things you do
Make me believe it’s real
When clearly it will never be
Just you and me…"
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