*sigh*...

Damn…right now it doesn’t feel any good….I feel so sad, so sad…it’s so hard to even think about him with her…I don’t want that…and on top of that we kind of had an argument…or perhaps it wasn’t really…more like an misunderstanding…but still it didn’t feel good…I don’t want him to feel that I hurt him in any way…because that was never my intention…but can you blame a girl for wanting some attention?
I know…I am pathetic…I should just let him go and move on, shouldn’t I? I wish it was that easy…I really do wish that…because everything would be so much easier then…I wouldn’t go around feeling all these feelings that I do and I wouldn’t have to go around counting the days until I get to see him next…perhaps I should just make myself believe that he will never leave his gf and absolutely not for me…if I could only get him to say it too…sure it would hurt but I rather have the truth now before I get even more in love with him…wow…I just realised something…I really am in love with him…damn…that’s not good…”What? You realised that now? We have known that from the beginning.” you may think…well yeah perhaps I have too…but I don’t want to admit it…I just like him a lot…let’s stick to that…I like him a lot…and I will never ever get him either…sad…but true!


"I may dream a million dreams
But how can they come true
If there never ever will be
Another one like you?"

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