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"So many emotions, so many feelings
Tears are rolling down my cheeks
Confusion running around
Emotions bubbling up inside
I have to let it out
I have to set it free
I can’t keep it inside anymore
Tears are rolling down my cheeks

I can’t put words on the feelings
I don’t know what to say
I want to explain, but
I’m afraid
I want you to understand
I want to change the future
I want so much more
I want something that I can’t have

I can’t help it
I can’t really stop it
I didn’t count on it
I just have to let it happen
Tears are rolling down my cheeks
I can’t stop them
They have to get out
Confusion still running around
Bugging me with thoughts
About wonderful things
Things that I can’t have

I hate this
I hate it because I’m helpless against it
I want to be in control
But I can’t control this
I might be able to hold it down
I want to explain to you
But I can’t
You can’t know
You don’t understand
And most importantly
It wouldn’t change a thing

‘cause I can’t win this
I’m not even sure how to play
I don’t know what to say"