Gone with the wind...?

Hello again,
I just realised something today…and that is that every time I don’t hear from him in like all evening or all day I feel rejected as I mentioned earlier…but now I also know why…I’m afraid that he will forget me…that I will vanish from his mind…as his gf probably wish I did… :s
I’m afraid that I haven’t made a deep enough impression on him and that I’m just something that floats around on the top and will go away by the slightest wind….
So, perhaps it’s better that I will just forget about him and move on…and let him live his life with her…if that’s what he wants....

"Oh how my heart aches
I can feel it bleeding
It feels like an open wound

And every time I think of him
It’s like someone is
Pouring salt into it

Because he’s hers and not mine..."

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