Wednesday

So…yesterday I had a talk with Him…even if he felt that we had nothing to talk about I felt that I had a lot that I needed to say…and I did…and afterwards it actually felt a lot better. So now we have agreed to be friends…how can you be friends with him? Some might think…not just because the way he broke up with you but because you have feelings for him…well…I feel that I have a lot more to gain in being friends with him than I have if I never talked to him ever again…and yes it’s true…I do have some feelings for him…but since he, obviously, don’t like me the same way…what can I do? I can’t very well force myself upon him, right? I want someone to like me for me and if they don’t I can’t do so much about it…I can however be friends with him and make him see what a big mistake he made when he let me go… :) and that is true because he did…I’m the best thing that could ever happened to him…and a hell of lot better than that bitch of an ex of his…he’s just too blind to see that…and too whipped by the ex to break free…even though that’s exactly what he needs to do…

So…now life goes on…and I have to move on…which probably is the harder thing to do…I mean life do go on whether you like it or not…that’s just how it is…but then you have to pull yourself together and move along with it…and do something…forget about all the stupid people who doesn’t know a good thing even when it’s standing right in front of them…and just focus on yourself…and do things that will make you happy…
At least that’s what I’m planning on doing…I’m going to start doing weird things…things that’s not normal for me to do…and things other people think that you can’t do…those are the things I shall do…
And you know why?
…just because I can… :)

I hope you’ll have a great day…mine was so and so…but it’s ok...I’m still hanging in there so… :)

So to my friend…massor av kramar på dig lilla gubben…