A new day...

OK…so yesterday (read Saturday) I did something unusual…but afterwards if felt really good…even though just before I did it, I felt ill and a pain in my stomach…but I did it and I’m glad I did…I went to visit His parents…all by myself…I know what you’re thinking…why on earth would you do such a thing? What’s the point? …well there is no point really except for the fact that I really like his parents…and they seem to like me too…anyway I spent 3 hours there eating apple pie (that I had brought…I had even made it myself…) and just talking about everything and nothing and a little bit about Him…they too thought it was sad that things didn’t work out…as I am…but hey…life goes on…and it did…last night (read Saturday night) actually…
I went out again…for the sixth time in the last 5 weeks…and I had so much fun…I met all kinds of people and I talked to them too…I probably flirted a little with some and a lot with others…hahahaha…but my God how many good-looking guys there are out there… :D …I want to go out again…and I will soon…suddenly I feel like 20 again partying all the time…but actually it’s not so much the partying as it is the social part of it all…the meeting new people and talking to them and just having fun with them…and then if the evening ends in a particular nice way…so what? I’m adult…I can do whatever I want…I am my own boss…there is no one who can tell me what to do… :) …that’s what being an adult is all about…you got to decide for yourself and it feels wonderful to do so…so life goes on…that just how it is…you can feel like you have the world upon your shoulders…but tomorrow…how ever you twist and turn…will still be another day…a new day…full of fresh beginnings…so carpe diem…that’s what I’m going to do…

Good night!

Massor av kramar till lilla gubben dock…