Tuesday, 12 June 2007

Just another day...

Hello...I was wondering....why can't life be like it is in the movies? Where you get what you want?...where you make a wish and it comes true...especially if it's your birthday...oh how I wish it could be like that...

Today is my birthday...but it wont be the kind of birthday I'd like it to be...it never is...and probably never will be either...
I actually am starting to think that I will never have that nice family life that I want to try out so badly...because I can't seem to find the right guy...the guy that have all that I want...they're rare or so I've heard...well...I thought I had found him....but it can't be really...since he is taken so obviously he's not meant for me...so why do I want him so badly then?

Why can't I have the birthday present I want?

I will never get what I want...*sigh* and knowing that hurts alot...alot more that you might think...

puss puss p... oh how I wish you'd be my birthday present...

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