A little explaination perhaps...

Ok, perhaps I should explain a little to why I am so confused...heartache of course...what else? hahaha....and the worst kind too...well almost the worst kind anyway...he's taken...and I really like him alot and yadda yadda yadda...the usual stuff....
And what's worse almost...is that he says he likes me too...but he's still taken...and it doesn't really seem like he's giving her up anytime soon either...
"Oh, give him up"...you probably think...but see that's the tricky part...I'm not so sure that I can...and really he's not my type either and still I find him so attractive and everything....I just want him so much...and preferably for the rest of my life too...weird feeling actually...that you kind of stumbled upon the person that you can see yourself with for the rest of your life...
Oh well...I'm very familiar to the saying that life doesn't always turn out the way you want it too....and so will it probably not do this time either... :)
So now will some poem like texts follow...mostly meaningless babbling though....I think I will start off from the beginning...although it will only be me who will know in which order the texts should come... :) hahaha...as I said...I'm confused...:)

"It all started with that first hug. The one you gave me at the bus station when we first met. I wasn’t prepared on that you’d give me a hug but you did and it felt so good. We were strangers but in the same time we weren’t. It is the weirdest feeling. I loved that hug and all the hugs that came later. Because to be hugged by you is a wonderful feeling. I just love the feeling that I can just crawl into your arms and stay there and feel safe."

"Thank you for the moments
Thank you for giving me the time and attention
Thank you for giving me confidence
Thank you for saying you like me
Thank you for making me believe it
Thank you for your kisses and warm embraces

You made me feel something that I have never felt before"

"I need you
I need your touch
I need your kisses
I need your hugs
I need that feeling of goodness when I’m near you
I need your attention
I need you"

ok...that's it for tonight...I really have to go to bed now...it's like morning and I have to get up in like 3 hours....*yawn*...besides my eyelids keeps on closing... have no idea why though...hahaha

puss puss p....