Sunday, 22 March 2009
Thursday, 21 August 2008
A description...
And here is my description of that wonderful weekend... =)
"A chance
A meeting
Some sweet romance
Two hearts beating
Hugging and kissing in the night
Nearness until first light
Such a wonderful time
Next day arrives
With sadness in its eyes
A hug
A kiss
Someone to miss…"
"A chance
A meeting
Some sweet romance
Two hearts beating
Hugging and kissing in the night
Nearness until first light
Such a wonderful time
Next day arrives
With sadness in its eyes
A hug
A kiss
Someone to miss…"
A wonderful man...
Hello...
Here I am again...and I think I might be a little bit in love or something...I'm not sure really...or perhaps I'm just a fool who falls as soon as someone is nice to me...it wouldn't surprise me at all...hahaha...
Anyway...I have met this new person and he's absolutely amazing...he's fun and intelligent...and really really good-looking...=) you can talk to him and that is important since I do like a good conversation...but of course there are some grey clouds on the shiny sky...and that is that I don't really know if there ever is going to be anything between us for several reasons....and that is a bit sad...don't you think? Don't you think that once you have found a person that you get a long so well with that you should get that person and he/she should get you? Wouldn't that be the fairest? But unfortunately life is never fair...so...I don't know what the future brings me...I can just live in the moment and sease the day...because who knows what every person you meet brings to your life...and for what reason you were suppose to meet them...=) and the reason for me to meet this person has to be because of all the great feelings he made me feel...that actually made me feel better... =)
"You came and shed some light
In my darkness
Then you went and took the light
With you…
And a piece of my heart…"
Have a great day y'all...
Here I am again...and I think I might be a little bit in love or something...I'm not sure really...or perhaps I'm just a fool who falls as soon as someone is nice to me...it wouldn't surprise me at all...hahaha...
Anyway...I have met this new person and he's absolutely amazing...he's fun and intelligent...and really really good-looking...=) you can talk to him and that is important since I do like a good conversation...but of course there are some grey clouds on the shiny sky...and that is that I don't really know if there ever is going to be anything between us for several reasons....and that is a bit sad...don't you think? Don't you think that once you have found a person that you get a long so well with that you should get that person and he/she should get you? Wouldn't that be the fairest? But unfortunately life is never fair...so...I don't know what the future brings me...I can just live in the moment and sease the day...because who knows what every person you meet brings to your life...and for what reason you were suppose to meet them...=) and the reason for me to meet this person has to be because of all the great feelings he made me feel...that actually made me feel better... =)
"You came and shed some light
In my darkness
Then you went and took the light
With you…
And a piece of my heart…"
Have a great day y'all...
Wednesday, 30 July 2008
A joke...
Here's a funny story:
"The woman teacher asks the children questions.
“What is it that has four legs, is brown and lives in the forest?”
“A moose” Susan says.
“Your thought was right” the teacher says “ but it could also have been a deer.”
“What is it that is green and jumps around in the grass?”
“A grasshopper” Betty says.
“Your thought was right, but it could also have been a frog.”
Then little Peter asks a question to the teacher.
“What is it that is big and hard when Mrs puts it in her mouth, and small and soft when taken out?”
The teacher slaps Peter, but he continues.
“Your thought was right…but it could also have been a chewing gum!”"
Hahahahaha....
"The woman teacher asks the children questions.
“What is it that has four legs, is brown and lives in the forest?”
“A moose” Susan says.
“Your thought was right” the teacher says “ but it could also have been a deer.”
“What is it that is green and jumps around in the grass?”
“A grasshopper” Betty says.
“Your thought was right, but it could also have been a frog.”
Then little Peter asks a question to the teacher.
“What is it that is big and hard when Mrs puts it in her mouth, and small and soft when taken out?”
The teacher slaps Peter, but he continues.
“Your thought was right…but it could also have been a chewing gum!”"
Hahahahaha....
Monday, 14 July 2008
Here again...
Well hello there...
Here I am again...sorry for not write here more often...but I guess I'd like to think that I have a life so that I don't have time to write...but actually that's not the case...I just don't know what to write...I feel empty...and even worse...I feel like my time is running out...and that's kind of scary to feel...
And then you spend time here on the internet talking to people all over the world...people that you start to like but most likely never will meet...and how sad isn't that really? I think it's sad...but what can you do? Sure you can go out in your surrounding and start talk to people there but...how many of us do that really...? Not a big number I think...hmm...would you?
Take care and sweet dreams...
Here I am again...sorry for not write here more often...but I guess I'd like to think that I have a life so that I don't have time to write...but actually that's not the case...I just don't know what to write...I feel empty...and even worse...I feel like my time is running out...and that's kind of scary to feel...
And then you spend time here on the internet talking to people all over the world...people that you start to like but most likely never will meet...and how sad isn't that really? I think it's sad...but what can you do? Sure you can go out in your surrounding and start talk to people there but...how many of us do that really...? Not a big number I think...hmm...would you?
Take care and sweet dreams...
Sunday, 27 April 2008
Sigh...
What makes a person feel like such a loser? I know I do...but I wonder why? According to others apparently I'm not so...why do I feel like one then?
Why do I have to be lonely? Why can't I find someone? Am I too picky? Is it wrong to want someone that actually loves you along with having a settled life? I don't think so...why should I settle for second best?
I'm confused...I really do wonder what's wrong with me... =(
Why do I have to be lonely? Why can't I find someone? Am I too picky? Is it wrong to want someone that actually loves you along with having a settled life? I don't think so...why should I settle for second best?
I'm confused...I really do wonder what's wrong with me... =(
Sunday, 17 February 2008
yeah...why don't you?
"Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
so why...
Why don't you let me love you..."
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely
so why...
Why don't you let me love you..."
Thursday, 7 February 2008
I found it sister dearest...
Ok...so I tried to post this on my other blog but it must be something wrong with that site so I just have to try it here...just to see if it works....so here goes...
This is for you my dear sister...
I thought that I should celibrate my sister, whom I love very much, a little with a tune that I remember from growing up that she liked alot...and it wasn't that easy to find so now she better still like it...hahaha....so...just for you sister dearest...
This is for you my dear sister...
I thought that I should celibrate my sister, whom I love very much, a little with a tune that I remember from growing up that she liked alot...and it wasn't that easy to find so now she better still like it...hahaha....so...just for you sister dearest...
Saturday, 19 January 2008
Monday, 14 January 2008
I'm back... =)
So... long time no see...ah..well it has been rather busy since the last post...or no...it hasn't really...although december was really busy actually now when I come to think about it...but still that leaves about half October and the whole of November...ok...I admit it...I have been slacking when it comes to write some posta...but on the other hand nothing really exciting have happened so...you haven't missed anything...hahahaha....if there really are any "you" out there....I doubt it...although I don't really write for anyone else than myself...so... =)
oh well...hopefully will 2008 be filled with adventures....so there will be alot to write about...we'll just have to wait and see I guess...so...hopefully will I see you soon then... =)
Have a great life all you beautiful people! I'll try my best to do the same...Ciao!!
oh well...hopefully will 2008 be filled with adventures....so there will be alot to write about...we'll just have to wait and see I guess...so...hopefully will I see you soon then... =)
Have a great life all you beautiful people! I'll try my best to do the same...Ciao!!
Sunday, 21 October 2007
Some positive thoughts...please...
Hello...
Here I am as usual in the middle of the night...really tired but still dumb enough to still be up and sitting here in front of this thingie...well..I have so much things to think of that I can't go to sleep anyway...
I have just finished writing a letter to a good friend of mine...and the thing is that I really like this person but I will most likely never meet him...for he lives on the other side of the great pond...and that can sometimes be really hard...because every time I talk to him he makes me feel good...and we can talk about pretty much everything...and feeling good is a feeling that I think everyone wants to have...
Lately have my life not been so great so a little light in my darkness doesn't hurt...why is it that all good things are so hard to get? I'm starting to think that perhaps I do live in the wrong country...nothing seems to go my way here...so perhaps I should pack my bags and try somewhere else...hmm...
Anyway...everyone that reads this...all 2 of you... =) can you please keep your fingers crossed for me on Tuesday...beacuse you see...I have a job interview then and I really really need this job...or any job for that matter...I need the money...so please...just keep your fingers crossed and send me a positive thought that's all I ask of you...and I'll promise I'll return the favour...just tell me when....ok...is it a deal? (I see nods...) ok then...thank you.... =)
I have to go now I think....I need my beauty sleep...and I'm not kidding on this one...I really really do need it... hahahaha....I swear.... =)
Gonatt sleep tight...and don't let the bed bugs bite...
Here I am as usual in the middle of the night...really tired but still dumb enough to still be up and sitting here in front of this thingie...well..I have so much things to think of that I can't go to sleep anyway...
I have just finished writing a letter to a good friend of mine...and the thing is that I really like this person but I will most likely never meet him...for he lives on the other side of the great pond...and that can sometimes be really hard...because every time I talk to him he makes me feel good...and we can talk about pretty much everything...and feeling good is a feeling that I think everyone wants to have...
Lately have my life not been so great so a little light in my darkness doesn't hurt...why is it that all good things are so hard to get? I'm starting to think that perhaps I do live in the wrong country...nothing seems to go my way here...so perhaps I should pack my bags and try somewhere else...hmm...
Anyway...everyone that reads this...all 2 of you... =) can you please keep your fingers crossed for me on Tuesday...beacuse you see...I have a job interview then and I really really need this job...or any job for that matter...I need the money...so please...just keep your fingers crossed and send me a positive thought that's all I ask of you...and I'll promise I'll return the favour...just tell me when....ok...is it a deal? (I see nods...) ok then...thank you.... =)
I have to go now I think....I need my beauty sleep...and I'm not kidding on this one...I really really do need it... hahahaha....I swear.... =)
Gonatt sleep tight...and don't let the bed bugs bite...
Thursday, 18 October 2007
Wise words from the wonderful world of movies...
"Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times...if one only remembers to turn on the light..."
Times are changing yet another time...
Hello again....yep it's time for another change now...but it's not easy to not bury down in self-pitying crap...but I'll try...I'll try to give this blog another outlook...or something like that anyway...I can't promise anything though...but I can try... =)
So... if this is the first post you're reading here then there is no need for you to read any older posts...the're not so fun...they're just old thoughts and feelings...you know stuff that went on months ago...I'm not the same person anymore so...just stay with me from now on and into the future...=) hahaha...sounds really sci-fi...hahahaha...so anyway....
Let's start this new era with the saying: Life sucks...it really sucks!!
That's how I feel right now...since everything seems to go against me... =(
Anyway...I haven't really decided yet what I should put in this blog...I have a friend that have a really nice and funny (at least sometimes) blog and I'd like my blog to be like hers but then again that's not me so that's no good if it was...hmm...but if you want to check it out here's the link or links actually...she have 2 of them...they are rather similar but one is in Swedish and one in English...just like me...I have a Swedish blog as well as this English one... =)
Links to my friend's blogs: http://sexxymami.blogspot.com/ and metrobloggen.se/sexxymami
And then I have my sister that have a nice and fun blog as well...always seems to have topics to write about and that are interesting enough...and then there is me...and all I can do is whine and whine...hahahaha....what a sucker I am....oh well...I guess that's me then...hahaha...I guess we'll just have to wait and see what will come...
Until then I do wish you guys have a lot more fun than I seem to have....
bye bye and take care....
So... if this is the first post you're reading here then there is no need for you to read any older posts...the're not so fun...they're just old thoughts and feelings...you know stuff that went on months ago...I'm not the same person anymore so...just stay with me from now on and into the future...=) hahaha...sounds really sci-fi...hahahaha...so anyway....
Let's start this new era with the saying: Life sucks...it really sucks!!
That's how I feel right now...since everything seems to go against me... =(
Anyway...I haven't really decided yet what I should put in this blog...I have a friend that have a really nice and funny (at least sometimes) blog and I'd like my blog to be like hers but then again that's not me so that's no good if it was...hmm...but if you want to check it out here's the link or links actually...she have 2 of them...they are rather similar but one is in Swedish and one in English...just like me...I have a Swedish blog as well as this English one... =)
Links to my friend's blogs: http://sexxymami.blogspot.com/ and metrobloggen.se/sexxymami
And then I have my sister that have a nice and fun blog as well...always seems to have topics to write about and that are interesting enough...and then there is me...and all I can do is whine and whine...hahahaha....what a sucker I am....oh well...I guess that's me then...hahaha...I guess we'll just have to wait and see what will come...
Until then I do wish you guys have a lot more fun than I seem to have....
bye bye and take care....
Sunday, 23 September 2007
I'm bored...
Ooh how I long for taking a trip somewhere...seeing something new...meeting new people and do something new and fun...but how can I when I don't have any money? *sigh* "Oh just get a job!" everyone tells me....yes I can do that but then I won't have the time to travel because then I have to work...so...how ever I turn my ass is back...*sigh*...oh well...I hope I can figure something out soon...or actually I do have a plan...a rather good plan actually...I just need some clever bankclerk to realise that...so I'll give them a try....hopefully will it end well...but most likely it wont... =( ...like always then so...what else is new?
I hope your lives is better than mine...or perhaps I don't...I want to have the better life for once...sorry folks....but that's just the way it is...for once it can be my turn to be happy and enjoy life...just like so many of you do...ok...deal? Ok, great....now it's my turn...let just see what next week will bring me so... =)
Carpe Diem!
och till lilla gubben...jo jag tycker fortfarande om dig men har nog insett att jag nog e för bra för dig...så håll du till godo med vad du önskade...så får du se hur länge det håller... what goes around comes around... ha det bra!
I hope your lives is better than mine...or perhaps I don't...I want to have the better life for once...sorry folks....but that's just the way it is...for once it can be my turn to be happy and enjoy life...just like so many of you do...ok...deal? Ok, great....now it's my turn...let just see what next week will bring me so... =)
Carpe Diem!
och till lilla gubben...jo jag tycker fortfarande om dig men har nog insett att jag nog e för bra för dig...så håll du till godo med vad du önskade...så får du se hur länge det håller... what goes around comes around... ha det bra!
Wise words from the world of literature...
"Our memories makes us what we are.
We can not run away from our past.
The only thing we can do is to use our experiences
to create a better future..."
We can not run away from our past.
The only thing we can do is to use our experiences
to create a better future..."
Tuesday, 18 September 2007
Life sucks...
Hello...so can anyone tell me...why do life suck from time to time? Why can't my life be happy and filled with fun things and most of all...love...no it has to suck all the time and honestly it's rather exhausting actually...to everyday go around and feel that you are not good enough...not worthy enough to have a normal life...*sigh*...I just want to find something meaningful to do and find some meaning to my life...feel that I too contribute with something to the world...right now I don't feel that...right now I just feel that everything is going against me...and no one single person cares...and why should they? They have enough caring about their own life...I understand that...but sometimes it would be nice to have someone care about me too...
Sunday, 26 August 2007
Thursday, 23 August 2007
And life goes on...unfortunately
Ok…so another day have passed…and I’m still all alone…oh well…I have been alone for rather many years now so actually it’s nothing new really…although if you get a taste of togetherness and then have it taken away from you…it kinda hurt some and you feel like you’re back on square one again…even though it’s not so…you’re still on the same square just little bit lonelier than before…
Anyway…today I called Him…but I send him an sms before and asked if it was ok to call him…aren’t I considerate so say? …no, I’m stupid that’s what I am…but hey someone has to be that too…:) anyway…I asked him if he didn’t want to spend a little time with me soon…I mean we are suppose to be friends so…I know I know…that might not be such a good idea…but you know what…I miss him…I really do miss him…I miss talking to him…I miss knowing he’s there…I miss getting his sms…and the hardest part is to accept that that will never happen again…and that makes me miss him even more…
So… I might be a little stupid…but right now…I think I’m going to be that…you’ll learn from your mistakes they say…and I really do hope that it will be a good lesson too…I need to come out of this much wiser than I was when I entered…and hopefully I will…but I still want him to spend time with me…I want him to wanting to spend time with me…I want him to miss me…and that is even harder…because I’m sure of that he’s not doing that… :(…I even wonder if I ever cross his mind…I’m not so sure about that either…
Ok…so we weren’t together for that long…but still long enough to make an impression…or so I hoped that I had…my friends always says that I make an impression the first time one meets me…one will remember me they say…and actually I think there is some truth to it…but…perhaps this time I failed…it didn’t last and I’m fading away…sad but true…so that’s why I need to hold on to that last straw of grass…so that I will be there…I the corner of his eye…always reminding him…and just be his friend…a really good friend…I’m the best friend there is…hahaha…yup that’s me…the constant friend…always a friend never a girlfriend…
Oh well…time to hit the sack…so to everyone that have someone…hold on to them…because you never know when a little bitchy ex will come and ruin your chances…
Bye now…
Och till dig lilla gubben…ja för för mig är du fortfarande lilla gubben…massor av kramar i natten…
Anyway…today I called Him…but I send him an sms before and asked if it was ok to call him…aren’t I considerate so say? …no, I’m stupid that’s what I am…but hey someone has to be that too…:) anyway…I asked him if he didn’t want to spend a little time with me soon…I mean we are suppose to be friends so…I know I know…that might not be such a good idea…but you know what…I miss him…I really do miss him…I miss talking to him…I miss knowing he’s there…I miss getting his sms…and the hardest part is to accept that that will never happen again…and that makes me miss him even more…
So… I might be a little stupid…but right now…I think I’m going to be that…you’ll learn from your mistakes they say…and I really do hope that it will be a good lesson too…I need to come out of this much wiser than I was when I entered…and hopefully I will…but I still want him to spend time with me…I want him to wanting to spend time with me…I want him to miss me…and that is even harder…because I’m sure of that he’s not doing that… :(…I even wonder if I ever cross his mind…I’m not so sure about that either…
Ok…so we weren’t together for that long…but still long enough to make an impression…or so I hoped that I had…my friends always says that I make an impression the first time one meets me…one will remember me they say…and actually I think there is some truth to it…but…perhaps this time I failed…it didn’t last and I’m fading away…sad but true…so that’s why I need to hold on to that last straw of grass…so that I will be there…I the corner of his eye…always reminding him…and just be his friend…a really good friend…I’m the best friend there is…hahaha…yup that’s me…the constant friend…always a friend never a girlfriend…
Oh well…time to hit the sack…so to everyone that have someone…hold on to them…because you never know when a little bitchy ex will come and ruin your chances…
Bye now…
Och till dig lilla gubben…ja för för mig är du fortfarande lilla gubben…massor av kramar i natten…
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