I'm bored...

Ooh how I long for taking a trip somewhere...seeing something new...meeting new people and do something new and fun...but how can I when I don't have any money? *sigh* "Oh just get a job!" everyone tells me....yes I can do that but then I won't have the time to travel because then I have to work...so...how ever I turn my ass is back...*sigh*...oh well...I hope I can figure something out soon...or actually I do have a plan...a rather good plan actually...I just need some clever bankclerk to realise that...so I'll give them a try....hopefully will it end well...but most likely it wont... =( ...like always then so...what else is new?
I hope your lives is better than mine...or perhaps I don't...I want to have the better life for once...sorry folks....but that's just the way it is...for once it can be my turn to be happy and enjoy life...just like so many of you do...ok...deal? Ok, great....now it's my turn...let just see what next week will bring me so... =)

Carpe Diem!

och till lilla gubben...jo jag tycker fortfarande om dig men har nog insett att jag nog e för bra för dig...så håll du till godo med vad du önskade...så får du se hur länge det håller... what goes around comes around... ha det bra!

Wise words from the world of literature...

"Our memories makes us what we are.
We can not run away from our past.
The only thing we can do is to use our experiences
to create a better future..."

Life sucks...

Hello...so can anyone tell me...why do life suck from time to time? Why can't my life be happy and filled with fun things and most of all...love...no it has to suck all the time and honestly it's rather exhausting actually...to everyday go around and feel that you are not good enough...not worthy enough to have a normal life...*sigh*...I just want to find something meaningful to do and find some meaning to my life...feel that I too contribute with something to the world...right now I don't feel that...right now I just feel that everything is going against me...and no one single person cares...and why should they? They have enough caring about their own life...I understand that...but sometimes it would be nice to have someone care about me too...